Hi ladies,
So glad you took the step to connect.
I am an accredited coach, and what I've learned is about the power of connection. You sound just plain lonely.
Perhaps those who are feeling the same could plan a meet up and get to know each other. Making friends here can be hard, so you need to make an effort. I know when you're feeling down, you don't feel like making the effort, but taking action is the key.
Another suggestion is to read the book "The Happiness Advantage" by Shawn Achor. It's a good read and he has lots of practical scientifically-based ideas for improving happiness.
All the best,
Donna