AdventurerB - I did want to make a loan but my salary is below qualification, I did blame myself at the beginning, it gives me a lot of sleepless nights and experienced depression. What it did only is a clear "NOTHING"! blaming myself continuously is not the solution, I can't just blame myself forever, i have to accept my mistake and move on, I don't have to be hard to myself anyway....the best thing is that Im alive and I don't commit suicide because of depression, right?
Anyway, is there any bank who can give a loan with a salary of 2400 dhs?